Did you know I have a blog? Me neither.
It's been ages.
Lately the need to write has been nagging. It will pop into mind as I drift to sleep, when I struggle with my daily tasks, when I sit for two minutes in silence. And it just seems so. hard.
When did life get so busy? Like it's always been busy, but right now, it seems ultra busy. Everyone. Are smartphones to blame? Probably. Distractions keep us from thinking and feeling. Which is nice when those thoughts and feelings speak of dissatisfaction, stress, or regret.
I'm older now. Life has shifted and stayed the same. I can't claim to be new at this adulting thing, but I still feel like I don't get it. I have so many things I want to be when I grow up, I guess I'd better get to it.